Ok it really doesn't, but tonight I'm going to pretend it does. I've had a shitty work day and I can't seem to get over the all consuming anger and fury running through my body. The frustration thats mounting and the unbelievable amount of stress I have flowing through me. Its suffocating. Makes me feel like I'm not going to be able to breathe. And I don't know how to stop it.
So tonight, I came home. Sat back. And had a REALLY big glass of wine. And I'm contemplating a second. And thats not good. But tonight, of all nights, I need to be able to let go of everything. Because if I don't...... I'm going to push past the edge.....and then there's no looking back.
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